Ecstasy

...probably because it's night, and I have no socks on. Anyway, life is alright. I still have no job, I'm still getting rejected by places like tim hortons and wendys, but I don't feel depressed about it now. I think it's because I've convinced my parents that I'm trying to get a job, and so they aren't constantly harassing me about it. Yeah, that's definetly it.

Also, my toes are numb! I've been playing crossfire. It's 386-exercising graphics, but it's pleasantly addictive. In a nerdy kind of way, since it's a dungeon crawler.

Oh, shannon got hired at tim hortons, starting today. Yay her! she's also constantly complaining about it, so I don't know if it's going to last or not. I hope so, since more money is always good, but I also kinda hope not, because shannon is supposed to be happy, like a rainbow, and the world just isn't right when she's noticable not.

Speaking of which, I suspect Shannon is often way, way less happy than she pretends. I can't really ask, since we don't really chat about things (I don't really chat about things with anyone, actually. bad me!) Still, I worry. She chats with Andrew all the time, though, so I'm fairly sure he'll manage to make her feel a bit better. He is a cheerful-ness inspiring kind of guy.

Speaking of which, I suspect Andrew is often way, way less happy than shannon pretends to be. I don't know exactly how much, though, since his moods are confusing, like those of a girl on a crappy sitcom.

Oh well, I think it'll be fine, and I'm okay. I have friends, even if they're confusing and cause me to worry about them, I have a place to sleep at night even if I'd rather live on my own, and I have food in my stomach whenever I desire it. I really can't complain about all that. :)

posted by Murray @ 9:51 PM